It's the terror of knowing what this world is about

I'm getting EATEN ALIVE this summer, and not even in the hott way.

Things that fuck with my head:
1. men/dudes/boys/guys
2. Life.

Today's Rob's birthday. I meant to call him at midnight Michigan time, in order to tell him happy Michigan birthday, but life made me tired.

In particular, finding out that this kid that I used to carpool with in MIDDLE SCHOOL is 1: gay (that's not the mindfuck part, my bff in kindergarten just happens to be gay and he's the most thoughtful kid ever), and 2: doing the gay porn thing. I could name names here, but its much more fun to do it the six degrees of separation way. I'm friends with someone who's friends with someone who happens to be friends-ish with gay porn kid. Or found him on the internet anyway.

Don't get me started on the boy's myspace. I'm pretty sure I wanted a sweater in the same pattern as his layout.

Way to fuck with my head, Life. You win.